You did it without thinking. You saw the chance and you grabbed it — sent the message, took the thing, jumped off the high bit, said yes to the dare — all in about two seconds, before any part of your brain could ask "wait, is this a good idea?" And now you're dealing with the aftermath. It's not a disaster, maybe, but it's a mess you wouldn't have chosen if you'd given yourself even ten more seconds to think. The whole thing happened in the gap between an impulse and an action.